Monday, June 29, 2009

Convo's about ...

[17:04] DenzelleLUBSyouu: christine!
[17:04]CG: (auto-response from itschristineXD) +sk08 for sale, hit me fassst if your interested!
[17:04] DenzelleLUBSyouu: are you okaii ?
[17:04] DenzelleLUBSyouu: why you sad?
[17:05] CG: hii...
[17:05]CG:cos me &vince broke up...
[17:05] CG: what ?!
[17:05] DenzelleLUBSyouu: why christinee what happend now ..
[17:05] CG: &he said he wasn't coming back, so I guess we're rlly done...
[17:05] DenzelleLUBSyouu: awhh , christine r u ok ?
[17:06] CG:we keep arguing... &he's tired of it...
[17:06] itschristinexd: I was crying..
[17:06] DenzelleLUBSyouu: thats how me & jp are
[17:06] DenzelleLUBSyouu: thats why he broke up with me
[17:06] DenzelleLUBSyouu: christine its like were in the same situation ..
[17:07]CG: =/
[17:08] CG:: it's not a good feeling...
[17:08] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i know ..
[17:08] itschristinexd: (auto-response from itschristineXD) +sk08 for sale, hit me fassst if your interested!
[17:08] itschristinexd: &iono, I just.. I just wish everything was just okay...
[17:08] DenzelleLUBSyouu: thats how im feeeling ..
[17:09] itschristinexd: he's not even willing to come back to me or try to work things out...
[17:09] itschristinexd: so I guess I should just move on...
[17:11] DenzelleLUBSyouu: maybe he jst needs time to think , dnt just jump and say ok im gna move onn , christinee.. i know u forgot about him for a while u know u can do it again , i mean its beeen 6 or 5 months with him not in your life thats goood! and i proud of you for that , your strongg . vnce jst doestn realize he jst let go of something goof & watch again he's jst gna think & say man i jst let go of that girl , the one everyones going forr
[17:11] itschristinexd: (auto-response from itschristineXD) +sk08 for sale, hit me fassst if your interested!
[17:12] DenzelleLUBSyouu: don't give up , like what you told me .. im keeping my head up cause i know im better than that
[17:13] itschristinexd: I don't wanna go through the whole break thing anymore tho... I'm so sick &tired of everything that has to do w/him...
[17:14] DenzelleLUBSyouu: ok , if thats what you really want christine then jst do what you feeel , but dnt force yourself to stop loving vince ..
[17:14] itschristinexd: (auto-response from itschristineXD) +sk08 for sale, hit me fassst if your interested!
[17:14] DenzelleLUBSyouu: he's always gna be there , & you know thatt.
[17:16] itschristinexd: iono... ehh, denni you know that this is the only guys out of all the guys I talked to that I loved the most &rlly cared for...
[17:16] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i know tht , same for me.. like okaii me & you went throughh alot with these boys? and were still here.
[17:16] itschristinexd: (auto-response from itschristineXD) +sk08 for sale, hit me fassst if your interested!
[17:17] itschristinexd: EXACTLY. its not that easy... but we'll get through it...
[17:17] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i know we can do this christinee.. i know its hard , life's not that easyy & its jst the way things are..
[17:17] itschristinexd: I know... iono what to do now...
[17:18] DenzelleLUBSyouu: there's like so many things i ask myself everyday , like why do things need to be like this? why us? why do people put so much effort into someone and so much energy & the other person doesntt well they do for a period of time & then later jst give u on the other personn . like why be commited in the first placee?
[17:18] itschristinexd: (auto-response from itschristineXD) +sk08 for sale, hit me fassst if your interested!
[17:26] itschristinexd: exactly.....
[17:26] itschristinexd: ehh...
[17:26] itschristinexd: iono....
[17:26] DenzelleLUBSyouu: mhmm ..
[17:26] DenzelleLUBSyouu: idk either ..
[17:27] DenzelleLUBSyouu: likee its kinda pointless right?
[17:27] itschristinexd: (auto-response from itschristineXD) +sk08 for sale, hit me fassst if your interested!
[17:27] itschristinexd: yeah! like iono, I wanna let go, but I just can't.
[17:28] DenzelleLUBSyouu: same here..
[17:28] DenzelleLUBSyouu: like you have that feeling like ooh i dnt need you im much better than this , i koww & then a part thats breaking down & wants him more than anything & cant let go even if it hurts so muchh
[17:28] itschristinexd: (auto-response from itschristineXD) +sk08 for sale, hit me fassst if your interested!
[17:29] itschristinexd: ehh... iono, we'll see what will happen soon...
[17:29] itschristinexd: omg denni... were going through the same exact thing...
[17:29] DenzelleLUBSyouu: "Don't nobody wanna see you happy, they always try to take your joy, bring you down"
[17:35] itschristinexd: forreal.. so true.. denni, imy!
[17:36] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i miss you too ! i didnt tell her what happend i jst said where in the same situation & this is what she said
[17:36] itschristinexd: (auto-response from itschristineXD) +sk08 for sale, hit me fassst if your interested!
[17:52] itschristinexd: awwh, well tell her I said everything she said is true &thanks. sorry for the late reply deni. ill i/m you ina bit cos ima eat out w/my mom. ilyt&imyt. bye for now
[17:52] itschristinexd: thanks for everything denni!




[17:02] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: Yo
[17:02] DenzelleLUBSyouu: hii
[17:03] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: never hit me up anymore denzelle
[17:03] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: you coo now?
[17:03] DenzelleLUBSyouu: im ok ,
[17:03] DenzelleLUBSyouu: change your colorr of you fontt
[17:03] DenzelleLUBSyouu: pleaseee.
[17:03] DenzelleLUBSyouu: you dnt tlk to me no more
[17:03] DenzelleLUBSyouu: )=
[17:03] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: alright wassup
[17:03] DenzelleLUBSyouu: nothingg , idk
[17:03] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: hmmm
[17:03] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: you okay now hto
[17:03] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: you ahppy agian?
[17:04] DenzelleLUBSyouu: no ..
[17:04] DenzelleLUBSyouu: not at all
[17:04] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: its okay im sad too
[17:05] DenzelleLUBSyouu: why
[17:05] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: same shit your in
[17:05] DenzelleLUBSyouu: awh .
[17:05] DenzelleLUBSyouu: jp calld me last nightt..
[17:05] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: and then?
[17:06] DenzelleLUBSyouu: he was like hii .. do you still wnt me & i said yea , he goes how much ? and i was like you know ok ..
[17:08] DenzelleLUBSyouu: & then he says ooh you know i love you but u cant always have it your way , & i know thatt .. but he's not far ok look , he told me ooh just wait our turn to talk o me when im with my friends then im with them so dnt bother so i dont & then when he gets home its suppose to be MYYYturn ! & then when he calls me he says ooh im tired , he's not being fair .. & he knows he's not being equal but he does it still
[17:10] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: damnnn
[17:10] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: OUCH
[17:11] DenzelleLUBSyouu: mhmm '
[17:11] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: its okay DENNY
[17:12] DenzelleLUBSyouu: its not ok
[17:12] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: it wont last forever like thiss eventually youll be happy again
[17:13] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i knoww . i guess , who knowss
[17:14] DenzelleLUBSyouu: ok , look why put some much effort in to someone you meeet & committ yourself to them & laterr they jst stop ? they find reason jst to like stopp ? why do these things happen ? what r the reasons for this
[17:14] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: it happens denzelle its just something you have to learn
[17:15] DenzelleLUBSyouu: why now? i wishh .. things wernt like thiss..
[17:15] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: it will happen againn denzelle
[17:15] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: its just how life isss
[17:15] DenzelleLUBSyouu: life's complicated
[17:15] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i hate itt
[17:15] DenzelleLUBSyouu: alott.
[17:16] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: its okayy
[17:16] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: a lot of people
[17:16] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: ahve the same things
[17:19] DenzelleLUBSyouu: )=
[17:19] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i dnt like itt..
[17:19] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: theres times where your gonna hate it
[17:19] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: but times were your gonna lovei t
[17:19] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i knoww , i had those timess..
[17:20] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i went through it .. & it doesnt feel good.
[17:20] DenzelleLUBSyouu: the times were i hate itt.. i jst dnt wnt it there.
[17:20] DenzelleLUBSyouu: like why cant things jst be positive all the time?
[17:20] DenzelleLUBSyouu: why put the bad in itt?
[17:20] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: thats how its always gonna be
[17:20] DenzelleLUBSyouu: ...
[17:27] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: yeahhh
[17:27] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: thats life
[17:27] DenzelleLUBSyouu: its pointless then ..
[17:27] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: dont sayyy that
[17:27] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: you have a lot of people besides jp denzelle
[17:27] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: you have your family
[17:27] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: and friends
[17:27] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: and more other fishies out there for you
[17:29] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i know ..
[17:30] DenzelleLUBSyouu: but i dnt wnt no one else at the moment , there's a part in me that says ok im gna let goo & a part where i ddnt wnt too
[17:30] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: let go and take a break denzelle
[17:30] DenzelleLUBSyouu: its not as easy as i thought it would be ..
[17:30] DenzelleLUBSyouu: )=
[17:31] DenzelleLUBSyouu: im trying ok , so like yesterday was like the first time he ever call me in a long time , when i saw my phone riging i didnt think it would be him yknow? like i was suprised .. & likee i ccan forget about himm .
[17:32] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: thats how you feel right no
[17:32] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: w
[17:33] DenzelleLUBSyouu: right noww .. seems likee foreverr
[17:37] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: i know its harrrd
[17:37] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: you just need a break
[17:37] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: im telling you
[17:37] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: the more you talk to him
[17:37] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: the more worse it will be hard on you
[17:37] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i dnt tlk to him no more tho '
[17:37] DenzelleLUBSyouu: thats the thingg..
[17:37] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i dntt
[17:38] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: you talked to him last night
[17:38] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: haha
[17:38] DenzelleLUBSyouu: yea for a short period of time...
[17:38] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: that still counts brah
[17:39] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: if you guys
[17:39] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: bring up you missing eachother
[17:39] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: then yeah
[17:39] DenzelleLUBSyouu: ok .. i gues yea thats counts
[17:39] DenzelleLUBSyouu: lol
[17:39] DenzelleLUBSyouu: but still !
[17:39] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: come on denzelle
[17:39] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: you gotta have your own space right now
[17:40] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: i dont like seein you hurt like this anymore
[17:40] DenzelleLUBSyouu: .. i knoww i needa be outt , i mean me jst staying home is jst makein be sadd as much
[17:40] DenzelleLUBSyouu: more & more sad
[17:42] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: its okayyy
[17:42] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: im sad too
[17:42] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: your gonna get used to it
[17:43] DenzelleLUBSyouu: .. urgh
[17:44] UnDeRaTeDxXx123: trust mee


[17:29] JordanF717: no
[17:29] JordanF717: don't give up
[17:30] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i cant do this..
[17:30] DenzelleLUBSyouu: love?
[17:30] DenzelleLUBSyouu: its bullshitt
[17:30] JordanF717: yeah u can
[17:30] JordanF717: don't give up
[17:31] DenzelleLUBSyouu: no i cant..
[17:31] JordanF717: ughh
[17:32] JordanF717: u jus need to find sumone who can love u the way u need to be loved
[17:32] DenzelleLUBSyouu: mhmm ' i knoww..
[17:33] JordanF717: it's true
[17:33] DenzelleLUBSyouu: )'=
[17:34] JordanF717: cuz rite now u need a real love
[17:34] JordanF717: to prove u wrong
[17:34] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i know i doo .. but at this moment there's no one i wantt but him
[17:34] DenzelleLUBSyouu: just him , only him .
[17:34] DenzelleLUBSyouu: idk whats wrong with mee
[17:35] JordanF717: u still love him
[17:35] JordanF717: nothing wrong with that
[17:35] DenzelleLUBSyouu: jordan , he's like my first love .. i love him so much , i cant even let goo .. its to hard for me .
[17:35] DenzelleLUBSyouu: )'=
[17:35] JordanF717: u shared vella with him
[17:36] JordanF717: hella
[17:36] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i know . i did alott alott
[17:36] DenzelleLUBSyouu: )'=
[17:37] JordanF717: time to share ur love with sumone else
[17:37] JordanF717: cuz u gothella to offer
[17:38] DenzelleLUBSyouu: ..
[17:38] JordanF717: imagine finding sumone who hella loves u,and how that would be like
[17:39] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i wnt too . but somethings jst holding me back
[17:40] JordanF717: have u tried
[17:41] DenzelleLUBSyouu: no ..
[17:41] DenzelleLUBSyouu: not really
[17:41] JordanF717: maybe u should
[17:41] JordanF717: with sumone u trust
[17:42] DenzelleLUBSyouu: mhmm ' ill try but its not gna workk
[17:42] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i know itt
[17:42] JordanF717: how do you knpw
[17:42] JordanF717: know
[17:43] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i dnt wna go tthorugh this again
[17:43] JordanF717: u wont
[17:44] DenzelleLUBSyouu: yes i am ..
[17:44] DenzelleLUBSyouu: my friend told me
[17:44] DenzelleLUBSyouu: this isnt gna be the only time
[17:44] JordanF717: u won't if u don't try



[17:27] ayeeyobrendaa: Gf! What's wrong?!
[17:27] DenzelleLUBSyouu: ok , me and christine my bestfriend before r going through the same things right now
[17:27] ayeeyobrendaa: (auto-response from ayeeyobrendaa) Movies with the family.
&Lorraine, I'm still here. Aim me when you're back.

"Don't nobody wanna see you happy, they always try to take your joy, bring you down."
[17:27] DenzelleLUBSyouu: with our lovelife
[17:28] ayeeyobrendaa: Aww, wtheck?.. That's kinda weird. But are you arightt? Wanna talk err no?
[17:29] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i know it iss. me & her are tlking about if etting gorr..
[17:29] ayeeyobrendaa: (auto-response from ayeeyobrendaa) "Don't nobody wanna see you happy, they always try to take your joy, bring you down."
[17:29] DenzelleLUBSyouu: but hard at the same time
[17:31] ayeeyobrendaa: Why's it hard?
[17:31] DenzelleLUBSyouu: it is
[17:31] DenzelleLUBSyouu: giving up isnt that eassyy'
[17:33] ayeeyobrendaa: Jp?
[17:33] DenzelleLUBSyouu: mhm '
[17:33] ayeeyobrendaa: Yeah, it's not. Have you guys been talking lately?
[17:33] DenzelleLUBSyouu: girlfriend , idk why im stil on him , memeber when i tlkd to ou that one dayy
[17:33] DenzelleLUBSyouu: noo , well he calld me for the very first time yesterdayy
[17:35] ayeeyobrendaa: We talked a lot of days gf. Well.. It's kinda normal. Cus you two have been together for more then a year & then what? You two just aren't together anymore. You'll feel better later, I know you will. You're gonna find someone who deserves you, who'll treat you right, and will always make you smile. Both you and Christine will. Cus wtheck, we're still young. He's just your first love, that was there for you and everything.
[17:37] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i know im better than this , im jst being deppressed , urghh )= girlfriend i really jst trying so hard to stop thinking about him realy but its not workingg..
[17:39] DenzelleLUBSyouu: tell me! your getting braces! & wsupp ?
[17:39] ayeeyobrendaa: You ARE better then that. Look what he's put you thru. You don't wanna be sad and everything all the time. You needa do something, like go out and have fun. You're home and everything and it's just gna make you think hella.
[17:41] ayeeyobrendaa: Yes! I am. Omg, tmrw too.. Read Dj's who I'd like to meet.
[17:41] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i did !
[17:41] DenzelleLUBSyouu: lol
[17:41] DenzelleLUBSyouu: was like wtff
[17:41] ayeeyobrendaa: HAHAHA. I was hella laughing.
[17:41] DenzelleLUBSyouu: LOL!
[17:41] DenzelleLUBSyouu: yaaa
[17:41] DenzelleLUBSyouu: ahaha
[17:43] ayeeyobrendaa: But anywho, gf! BE HAPPPPY. (=
[17:43] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i canttt ' urghh
[17:43] ayeeyobrendaa: We should hella go 'guy hunting.' ;] hahaha.
[17:43] DenzelleLUBSyouu: i wna be happy! jp even said denzelle, i want you to be happy .. thats all you want & i said no ok
[17:44] DenzelleLUBSyouu: ahaha! guy huntingg!
[17:44] ayeeyobrendaa: See, he still cares for you. That's all people want, for everyone to be happy.
[17:44] ayeeyobrendaa: Shiet, I'm seriously. I want a bf. LOL.
[17:45] DenzelleLUBSyouu: ahaa! Lol
[17:45] DenzelleLUBSyouu: but stil gf! if he cares then why does it have to be like this!!!?
[17:45] ayeeyobrendaa: What's like this? Like.. You're sad n stuff?
[17:47] DenzelleLUBSyouu: like yea , why did he need to break up with me?
[17:47] ayeeyobrendaa: Oh.. He broke up with you?
[17:48] DenzelleLUBSyouu: yes
[17:48] DenzelleLUBSyouu: where not toghetherr.
[17:48] ayeeyobrendaa: You two were having problems and everythin gf. Maybe it's a break? Idk..
[17:48] DenzelleLUBSyouu: k ..
[17:48] ayeeyobrendaa: Try not to trip off of it plssss. Cus trust me, you're gna find someone. I know you're sad n stuff, but you will. That's a promise.
[17:48] DenzelleLUBSyouu: ill text you laterr , i think im napp
[17:49] DenzelleLUBSyouu: mmk , thanks girlfriendd. .
[17:49] ayeeyobrendaa: Mk. You better text me! Anytimee.
[17:49] DenzelleLUBSyouu: ily! ill ttyl ,
[17:49] ayeeyobrendaa: You tooooo!
[17:49] ayeeyobrendaa: But k.

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