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don't you get that feeling when your with that one person that you say your in love with? when your with that person and you get butterfly's in your tummy. get the chills when your just hugging , or holding hands? don't you just miss those late night phone calls with him/her? when you fall asleep on the phone and wake up and look at your phone realizing he's/her is still on the line .. and you go oh , i have minutes! but you still talk and stay on till you guys wake up later in the morning.. i d k but i miss a lot of things that happened before.. but people say things change. .. things come and goo , well atleast some people come and goo , but some stay "the realest just because things change doesnt mean we have to stop making contact with each other.. /'= or stop texting, aiming each other on aim? why do things have to be so complicated. sometimes i just want to give up but i know i have to be strong just for you ; just for you im trying so hard to keep my head up high , sooner or later ima be touching cold ground/ flooor. you act as if your ok .. you make things look so easy from my point of view , it doesnt look like ur struggling because of this break or single thing or w.e .. just pretending im ok isnt right, people ask me if im fine and i say yes , because i dnt wnt people asking me ooh what happened? yknoww. like thats why i put a smile on my face all the time. but deep inside im tearing and hurting so much , but idk you just cant see it.. like this is no joke but this is the first time i ever feel like this , everyone in daly city always gets to see you but i dont , its only " once in a while " when im down there. i know that it cant always be me, but sometimess its just isnt fair how i dont get the same time as everyone else gets , likeur not being equal with me and thosee other[s] i miss being happy with you , iunno like if im happy your not .. its just so different now, and if its like that i d k , idnt know what to do no more , your not telling me how you feeel , your not showing me .i dont see any emotions from you. how we used to laugh about the stupidest things ever ? how we used to conversate for hours and always have something to talk about , but nowits like always silent on the phonee ..we enver have anything to talk about no more ..



Never Say Goodbye- Jojo.

hmm so i just put baby jaden to sleeep. dj just got back from daly city . hmm but yea were cleaning the house bcause of jaden's birthday party this Saturday , her 1st birthday ! but yeaa. the house is kinda clean !woo hoooo! ahah , but yeaa im suppa bored , we bouta hit the water park today(: i needa get OUT of this dam housee. i hate being here , lol jki .. oh i cant wait ima be out of this house in 3 months moving back to DC[; babyyy . ohh yesh! so like we bouta go to the water park in ANTIOCH. whaT ELSEE. im tryna go to the mall laaterrr to get gauges sp? ahha , my mommy wont let me thoo ' and idk im thinking if should still , my mommy said if i do i cant go out for the summma' -______- man ! well will see. ahaha



" its sad when people you know become people you knew when you can walk right pass them like they were never a big part of your life, how you used to be able to talk for hours and how now , you can barely even look at them ..